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busy week? busy month? =.=

2009-05-22T01:18:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy...

don't even know what i'm really busy with... but sure got something to do whenever i'm free, which caused me no more extra free time *sigh...

today, after working, went out with friends to have supper at Bali Bali. Ms. Mei met an accident before reaching our destination. during that time, i was acting as her 'tour guide' to show her the way to Bali Bali (she's from alor setar...), so, i have this so-called 'responsibility' to help her to solve the problem on the road. damn that malay fat guy! so 'ngiao'!!! driving an old-version Mercedes so what?! i scare u 'ho giak' ah?! knowing Ms. Mei was going to cut the lane with the signal, but still purposely banged into her car! whose fault was that?! use butt to think also know la! yelled at Ms. Mei some more, trying to claim RM 250 to fix his damn side mirror! chao hai! after arguing with him, from planning to report to the police till he cut down the price to RM 150, Ms. Mei finally decided to settle without reporting. report also useless wat! in the police station all also malay pig gang! rather pay RM 150 than RM 300 for just reporting ler...

okie.. that's the end of the case... tired lor... sleep 1st lar... nightz... -.-Zzzz

what kind of bird is it?

2009-03-15T22:23:00.010+08:00

this morning, when i was in the maid's room, thinking of what i'm going to wear today, suddenly i heard a loud bang. it's a very very very loud sound as though someone is using a pistol to shoot someone. there's echo too! a very loud echo after the loud bang...

well, of coz i was shocked! the first thing came into my mind was - my youngest brother fell off the bed??!!! my god! that must be very painful... but when i thought about the echo, i pushed away my stupid thought...

okie... can't really figure out what happened =.= so i walked near to the window, hmm... nothing happened on the road too... then guess what, i saw a bird lying on the roof (pa extended a shelter in front of our factory during my sister's wedding in 2006)

ta-da! that's the bird i mentioned earlier on. pretty right? it's injured as i saw many feathers on the roof and i also saw 2 other birds going near it... but when they saw me standing beside the window, that two birds flew away. birds fight? uhm... it might be. maybe that two birds were chasing this poor little bird, which caused it banged to our window and fell unto the roof, which caused the loud bang happened ...

pa ran out from his room later on, he said he heard someone screaming... =.=' youngest brother said he heard nothing... =.=" uh well, that's EERIE~~!!! coz at the same time, in the same place, 3 of us heard 3 different things.

luckily pa's awake during that time, coz i dunno what to do, to help or not to help... pa said it's a pretty bird, so he climbed unto the roof to get the bird and we put it into a basket, then used a glass to cover it, preventing it to fly all over the house. i named it 'xiao wen'. lame right? hehe! that's the name which came across my mind when i first saw it.

it's a pigeon, isn't it?

but pa and younger sister said it's not, because of its beak, the colour of its head and feather -.-

if it's not a pigeon, then what kind of bird is it?

just now, around 10.30pm, 'xiao wen' flew away. it pushed away the glass by itself which caused the glass fell off and broken. really glad that it got well so soon^^

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ehem... i was late to my lesson today... coz of xiao wen's incident lor... =P

but luckily everything went on smoothly today.

10.15am-11.15am: practical lesson
11.15am-12.00pm: having lunch at McD
12.30pm-2.30pm: extra lesson for Gd.6 students(theory)
2.30pm-3.30pm: extra lesson for Gd.5 students(theory)
4.00pm-6.00pm: giving lessons to a friend(shiau jau)
6.00pm-8.30pm: stay at home, resting^^
8.30pm-10.00pm: having dinner with family at 'chiang mai'
10.30pm: writing blog

school holidays start~ today's the 1st day of my holiday! happy happy happy~!!!!

i wana go to cinema to watch movies lor~~ if i have the time and the right person to watch with! hehe! well, will have to see who's free then~~~

it's time to bed again.

nightz~ ^.^

saturday night

2009-03-07T23:14:00.017+08:00

hmmm... should be practicing piano now... but ended up writing blog here... =.=

my piano is just next door, ma don't allow me to go there practice alone, especially during night time... T.T need to attend my own class tomorrow... how am i going to face ah sir???? i'm still not familiar with any pieces yet ler...

hmm..hmm... what to do.. just can continue writing this blog lor... tomorrow will practice after morning walk with ma, kelly(elder sis), sherrie(younger sis) and bb Cherlyn

*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*

yesterday night went to Seventeen, with mr. joshua tan-伟强, a guy whom i just met during chinese niu year.

it's our 5th meeting actually. 1st meeting at The Sense; 2nd meeting at a restaurant(dunno wat name is it) at patani jaya; 3rd meeting at Eupe (tmn. ria jaya); 4th meeting at a gym centre; and 5th meeting at Seventeen.

funny thing happened when we went out for lunch during the 3rd meeting in Eupe. an indian guy came up and asked us to buy school books for children *swt* elo...we look more like brother and sister rather than a sweet couple k? =.="

well, i'm not trying to promote him here. but, he's really tall, smart, friendly, and moreover, he's not stingy to share his knowledge ^.^ really glad to have him as a friend

*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*

just now chit-chat with king kochi, my younger brother in russia through skype.

he didn't come back to m'sia for about a year d. this is the way we take pics with him! hehe!

*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*

pomeranian

chow chow

they're cute! especially pomeranian. it's such a beauty!

i love dogs, but i'm also afraid of dogs =.=

no idea why i'm like that...

*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*

good night

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food >> incident >> baby

2009-03-05T23:35:00.023+08:00

~a pretty dessert: MUD PIE (home made ice-cream cake with fruit coulis)~

went to River of Flavours at Lagenda Heights with Miss Mei and Vera soon after our working hours. it's about 10pm. i know there're rules for girls saying that: no eating after 7pm or else you'll get fat easily. but, look into the picture... how can i resist it...~*oo*~ cake, my favourite; ice-cream, my favourite... so...

favourite+favourite=???

makanlah of coz! hehe! it's just simply DELICIOUS!!! >.<

talking about food, let me add on some more, about what i'd took on sunday afternoon [1/3/09]..

~1) Ko-rok-ke 日本式火乍饼~

~2) 鳗鱼饭~

~3) UDON Soup(Seaweed+Meat) UDON(汤)海带+肉~ [forgot to take pic on the main dish =P]

~4) Sushi(Tuna) 寿司(金枪鱼)~

~5) Okonomiyaki Pizza(Cuttle Fish) 烧饼(墨鱼)~ [forgot to take pic again..]

Total: RM 44.00

i found it rather cheap lor ^.^

it's a home-like japanese restaurant in Patani Jaya.

we're the only customers on that day and we were served by 3 friendly women. from that day on, i found that, japanese food are tasty too... (used to reject it.. *blush*)

alright, that's the end of the food section.

this morning, i went for a morning walk with ma. my right leg hurts coz of not wearing a longer sock.

tiny little injury but it's painful... especially when i walked down the stairs T.T

now...

CHERLYN's PICTURES AGAIN!!!!!!!! ^++++^

she's a queen; she's a darling ^3^

~her favourite toy~

-the end-

what a day...

2009-03-04T22:46:00.002+08:00

hello bloggy...

i feel so so so so sooooooo ... dizzy now =.= very busy lor today...

taught a private lesson in the morning. she woke up late. wait for her for about 15 minutes then we start the lesson. according to my so-called 'memory', i was supposed to give her 2 lessons today, but due to the time (she must prepare to go to school around 11am), i gave her only one lesson... luckily she woke up late, luckily she's busy, luckily i checked back her attendance sheet... all her replacements were settled after today's lesson, need no other extra lessons anymore... and i am damn lucky to be fully awake this morning...

paid for 3 months hire purchase, one month house loan, checked my credit card balance... *faint* all i know is, my bank account is just like a palace transformed into a wooden house in one day...

gave another student a private replacement, his house is simple and tidy. nice~

got 2 new students - lian zhi and pei hwa, beginner.

lian zhi is a transferred student: from Symphonia in JB, to Yamaha in SP, then to Depiano House, which is my working location. she's only 6 years old, but she has a good brain. a good girl though^^ her mummy knew me through one of my students, well, thank you mr. and mrs. tioh =)
pei hwa, standard 6 this year. she learns violin(gd.2), and now she learns piano from me. and again, thanks to mr. and mrs. tioh for 'promoting' me to her ^+++^ but what really shocked me is, she's chau see yong's cousin ohh! hehe! that really unexpected :) chau see yong is my very 1st friend when we're in Form 1.

taught 4 other young kids: tiffany(6 years old), vivian(9 years old), vin yuan(7 years old), juen nee(5 years old) ...

wednesday is the only day i teach so many young kids. so tired... kids are cute, and i like to teach them very much. but... sometimes really will get tired ler... when i finished teaching juen nee around 9.30 pm, i felt so dizzy... as though i'm going to faint in any seconds.. T.T

now i'm watching ' little nyonya' again. it's such an interesting drama. it'll end on 1.15am. going to sleep soon..

good night, bloggy...

laziness ...

2009-03-04T00:04:00.002+08:00

lazy lazy lazy...

sorry la bloggy... actually i have many ideas on what to write, but once i online, i chat with friends, i download songs, and do many other things... until late at night =.=

now, while watching 'Little Nyonya' on Astro Shuang Xing, i simply post up one blog 1st la~ =p

to chase away my laziness >.<

tomorrow...

tomorrow night i believe i'll come up with my newest blog

that's my word =)

good night lor bloggy

see you tomorrow

Finding Mosquitoes [寻找蚊子记]

2009-02-11T23:04:00.009+08:00

kok nen and yee lung are searching for mosquitoes, while my elder sis's feeding cherlyn, while i'm helping nothing but writing this blog right here, right now.

the mosquitoes in my house fly so fast. we're afraid of:

hitting the mosquitoes too loud, as Cherlyn will cry even louder than our hitting sound
didn't hit the mosquitoes hard enough to cause them dead
shut down the fan, as Cherlyn dislike hot environment
didn't shut down the fan, as the mosquitoes will fly even faster

Cherlyn's the QUEEN of the house now. she's 4 months old d (10/2/09), and one of her favourite activities during day and night time is crying. but today she's in a good mood ^.^ can hear her laughing sound. so CUTE!!!!!

Cherlyn's pictures again!

and here's the pic of the day~

~Big Eyes Tiffany (wednesday's student)~

Chap Goh Meh

2009-02-09T23:38:00.021+08:00

090209 = Chap Goh Meh = the last day of CNY = chinese valentine's day

got some presents

some candies from Megan, Desmond;

chewing gum from Yong Ying;

and a teddy bear from Eileen, Celine(twins).

Eileen and Celine said they sew this teddy by themselves. (@o@)3

1st time, 1st gift from them, and they wrote my surname wrongly... =.=" i'm Miss Chia, not Miss Cheah k?

however, i like this gift very much^^ thank you!

it's 1.21am now. Chinese New Year is over d, refresh... refresh...

1st day of CNY

went for a movie (The Wedding Game) with family at Sunway Carnival

we're thinking of going to penang but it's so damn jammed, which caused us: (take a deep breathe)
stucked half way; became camwhore while waiting for the ferry (soli pa, ma, nen), took a U-Turn back to Butterworth; celebrated our 1st day of Chinese Niu Year at Sunway Carnival.

2nd day of CNY

went to da gu's (pa's sis) house in Alor Setar

GAMBLING!!! *wink*wink*
i love this part the most! family reunion!

went out with cousins

planned to sing k at K-box but it's all fully booked. ok, what to do... play games ler of coz! haha! it's been a long time never touched these machines!! then, big bro treated us dinner^^

3rd day of CNY

primary school's gathering

a sudden decision to held this gathering, but at least still can gathered quite a number of old pals, meeting them at new old town beside Keat Hwa in Alor Setar. got only this pic(girls), gonna get other pics from shu ting and phaik ying later on...

met up with a new friend (Joshua) in Sungai Petani.

a nice person to chat with. glad to know him coz he shared many of his ideas with me^^

4th day of CNY

family reunion again, in Sungai Petani.

pa's bro and sis take turns to held this activity, so it's our turn on the fourth day of every chinese new year. youngsters: gambling, playing mahjong; elders: cooking, chit-chating, singing...

gathering! gathering! (SP - Seventeen)

musical friends~ we all met up coz of music^^

an unexpected one... Chuen Take, chat once or twice through msn, met sometimes during tuition when we're still in our secondary... and now we're sitting together to take pic?! haha! another friendly guy though! nice to see u there, Chuen Take!

5th day of CNY

...????

taking care of my little naughty devil niece and work during evening. going no where. resting.

6th day of CNY

paying a visit to Teacher Lee's new house

Teacher Lee...a sweet sweet teacher during primary school. taught me since standard 1 till standard 5 in Keat Hwa (H), Alor Setar.

went to Sunway Carnival (again), to watch another movie (ka yau hei xi) with friends.

hmm... i like old [ka yau hei xi] more, however, it's still a funny movie afterall^^

7th day of CNY

a sudden visit, by Shun Tyng and Kelly

SHOCKED! my house's still a mess when i got a surprised call from Shun Tyng. she said,'i'm going to your house now with Kelly!' omgomgomgomgomgomgomg! i was very nervous as i jz woke up and i could say tht, tht's the 1st time i tidy up my house not more than 15 mins! *SWT*
went out with them to another friend's house. not really know that guy (wei jie) but at least we met for some times in Sin Min, hehe! forgot to take pics with them (T.T) ... had laksa and ais kacang for teatime with Shun Tyng as Shu Hui's not at home (planned to visit her at 1st), then went to Shun Tyng's house. and guess wat? i'd to face a little monster at her house (^o^)

~little monster(Eileen-Shun Tyng's niece), Shun Tyng and me~

it's so nice of her family... Shun Tyng's dad bought me dinner to have it at their house^^

T.H.A.N.K...Y.O.U...V.E.R.Y...M.U.C.H...

8th day of CNY

Pai Ti Kong

pa's khek + ma's hokkien = pai ti kong

my leg's hurt when bringing out the fruits... bleeding a little... but it's still hurt... T.T~ luckily, mahjong cures everything. hehehehehehe!

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start to work since the 9th day of CNY. my convocation is coming up next. heard that it'll be held on 25th of april at Legend Hotel, KL. well... my graduation invitation's still on my ah sir's hand what... got to know the venue from a friend of mine (Ashley). out of a sudden, i feel so lucky to pass my LLCM(TD) last year (2008) ^-^ thank god! and thank you too! mr. 'lamb' 'bird'!!!

cute moo moo! necklace? bracelet? dunno ler! hehe! it caught my attention, and makes me feel wana put it here^^ just to share a pretty pic =)

Good Night~~~~~~~

My First Time ^-^

2009-02-05T00:53:00.026+08:00

on the 8th day of chinese niu year, my younger bro hold a cooking competition out of a sudden, to compete with me.

the dish that i prepared: 1) eggs 2) hotdogs

the dish that my bro prepared: 1) fish balls 2) hotdogs

who's the winner? aiyer... no need to mention it here la! =P the main purpose i write this blog is just to remember my 1st time. it's my 1st time to cook a 'proper' dish! haha! tried once, to cook a successful fried rice years ago but it's not successful at all ~T.T~ so i never step into the kitchen until now... just a 1st runner up but at least my family praised while finishing the whole plate ^.^

tonight Cherlyn cried a lot. a bit headache with her -.-' but she's getting cuter nowadays. so cute until i don't even know how to put it into words ^^

hehe! love to take her pics a lot. u know... the feel... when she looks at u and smile...foooh!!! so sweeeeet!!! >.<

took pics with one of my wednesday student today. a transferred student, talkative and pretty 7-year-old kid =)

ok. before i end my today's blog, there's one more pic to show.

nice pic huh! dunno where to buy it... got this pic from Canlyn's friendster, a friend that i knew in music jamboree 2007.

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1st blog in 2009

2009-01-09T22:45:00.012+08:00

time passes so fast... welcome mr. 2009, are u my mr. right? hmm... i'll just leave it to the time, to prove everything.

there're lotsa things happened during 2008

sour @ sweet @ bitter @ spicy

but thanks to u mr. 2008, i'd learnt lotsa things. buh-bey!

worrying so many things the whole year, malacca's the only place i'd visited in 2008 during christmas and had lotsa fun there.

the four girls who went to malacca together. from left:

chiew ting - the person who prepared our lunch in A Famosa.
saw ling - the person who suggested to visit malacca and booked our resting place (Beverly Hills in A Famosa; Kancil Guest House in malacca town).
li wei (me ^^) - the person who drove from SP-KL-MALACCA-KL-SP (shir fang helped a little on the journey from KL-MALACCA).
shir fang - the person who planned everything for the trip.

took lotsa pictures there...

etc...

and these were the things i bought back from malacca for my family

-chinese zodiac paper cut: monkey-pa ma, goat-elder sis, cow-me, tiger-kok king, dragon-zhi li, rooster-kok nen, horse-yee lung, mouse-cherlyn; chinese zodiac chocolates; 2 monkey and cow's small jade-

before christmas trip, megan invited me to a christmas party at her house. so, who's megan?

see the girl in white behind me? tht's megan, my sweet sweet student. thanks for the invitation =)

it's 11.50pm now. cherlyn's going to be 3 months old after 10 minutes.

according to the 'Rekod Kesihatan Dan Perkembangan Kanak-kanak', babies who're 0-2 months membalas senyuman (tht's true coz cherlyn smiles whenever we talk to her, well, to be more accurate, it depends on her mood -.-); babies who're 2.5-5 months meniarap dan menelentang (hmm... cherlyn girl, i'm waiting for u to crawl to me everytime when i'm back from work^^)

oh yeah! it's 12.24am d! happy 3-months-old, cherlyn! happy birthday to vera too!

-vera-

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~uu~
Happy birthday to you~~~~~

ok. night night!

Jazz Festival 2008 (Penang)

2008-12-08T20:20:00.028+08:00

went to Jazz Festival 2008 yesterday with shir fang, elaine and kim yong. we set off at 9.30 am and reach there at about 10.30am. they are holding a very cool but hot activity during that time - cool because the rhythm they played on all sorts of percussion are very enjoyable; hot because this activity is held under the hot sun ^-^

~from left: elaine, me, kim yong, shir fang~

we attended an indoor activity too. the way the vietnamese introduced their instruments, how they add-on their tradition into a jazzy piece and the use of pentatonic scales in the melody, sounds very interesting to me if compared to others, and more over, they sound nice :)

~bamboo xylophone - 'trung' ~

~performances during day time and night time by vietnamese~

~KOREAN!!! 3 guys in a group, a double bass player(left), drummer(right), pianist(with the hat).~

the double bass player and the drummer were eating when i requested to take a pic with them. see, they're still holding popcorn and beer =P they are all very friendly, even their photographer too! i was impressed with their performance, especially the pianist. he's blind but he played very well on the piano. INCREDIBLE!!!!!

here're the lunch my friends and i took yesterday.

location: Pastamania at Gurney Plaza.

~i'd ordered a plate of tuna and bacon, and a passion fruit italian soda. D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S.~

the desserts are tasty! we ordered 1 Banna Pizza Dessert and 1 Chocolate Mousse.

~Banana Pizza Dessert. YUM! YUM!~

but they sent us another 3 more desserts for free! ^3^

~Chocolate Mousse, Tiramisu and Coffee Creme Brulee! OMG!!! SUPER YUM YUM!!!!~

at the beginning, they free for us only the choc mousse and tiramisu, then they add on another 'free' dessert - 'coffee creme brulee'. ^^

so, why they gave us for free? are we that pretty to influence them to treat us? hahahahahaha! hopefully yes but that's not the reason. the main reason was, they served one of our dishes late, and that's why they treated us these desserts, in order to apology to us. hmmm... are we lucky or what, in this kind of situation? we're all very full after taking the pasta, and yet, they still sent us all these free desserts *swt* well, we're lucky i guess, coz these desserts aren't cheap for us: Choc mousse(RM 6.50), Tiramisu(RM 6.90), Coffee Creme Brulee(RM 6.50).

now, let's see these 4 lucky person -

~from left: shir fang, me, kim yong, elaine~

having great time on 7/12/08 with u guys =) what a enjoyable trip to penang.

here here... before i end my blog for today, here're the latest bb lynn's pic again ^^

she's so adorable!!!!!! hehe! muak! muak! muak!

ok, good night.

LLCM examination day [[ 051208 ]]

2008-12-05T21:41:00.011+08:00

really hard to describe how i felt this morning.

sometimes confident, sometimes nervous;
sometimes could ease myself into this kind of situation, sometimes couldn't.

the venue for today's exam is in penang. i was so afraid that i :
- forgot to bring the flash cards;
- forgot to bring the books for the presentation;
- forgot to bring those photocopies which i'd prepared for the examiner;
- forgot to bring the note book to revise everything . . .

tu-diaaaaa... almost crazy ler... but luckily when i went into the exam hall, everything's back to normal again, and i even find myself doing better in demo and presentation and felt more comfortable than the other days ^-^ in the viva voce section, the examiner talked to me more than asking me questions. ermm... it's like i'm having lesson, not sitting for exam. i knew that i'm not doing that well in this part, but i'm really glad that i did my best today =)

this examiner is a guy and his name is . . . MR. RICHARD 'LAMB' 'BIRD'. sorry mr. examiner, for not knowing how to spell your name =P

after the exam, evelyn and i went for a movie - 'Madagascar 2' in gurney plaza. evelyn is the one who acts as a model in my demo. while searching for a place to park the car, i banged into a car, and wasted RM 250 to solve this case without reporting to the police -.-" after tht incident, we still kept on with our plan. i'd bought a photo frame for bb cherlyn and also a birthday card for king kochi. king, very touching huh? hehe!

we went back at 6pm and i received a sudden call from ah sir. it's a good news, but i must keep it as a secret for a few days or maybe a few months ^+++^ while waiting for the ferry and chatting with evelyn in the car, an English man suddenly waved and smiled at me. that really shocked me but i smiled back at him later on. at least this time i'm more polite than a few weeks ago, while i talked on the phone while driving, there's a young malay guy ard my age, sitting behind his friend on a motorcycle, also did the same thing, but i just looked at him without smiling. that's really rude isn't it? but pa ma said dun simply smile at strangers . . . so . . . should i smile, or not???? =.="

this is evelyn. this pic is taken in the car while waiting for the ferry.

these are bb lynn's latest pic, took it just now. she's one month old d lor ^O^

many things happened in one day, and i'm feeling really tired now. slept for only 5 hours in 2 days . . . =.= ZzZzzz Good Night.

waiting... -.-

2008-11-13T01:26:00.002+08:00

it AIN'T an EASY JOB...@.@

i thought she's going to wake up at 12 am. but until now - 1.29am, she's still sleeping soundly... T.T cherlyn ahhhhhh~ wake up lar... ur time to drink milk over already lor lor lor lor lor lor... yi yi wants to sleep d ler....

taking care of a baby in the middle of the night really ain't an easy job... T.T

after a long time...

2008-11-09T13:32:00.007+08:00

it's 14 days, not 9 days.... T.T bloggy blog~ i'm back!!!

it's been a long time, my old fren didn't pay me a visit....... flu ahhhhhhh~~!!! even though i dislike u, but i'm really glad that u're here since the day before yesterday. don't even think of coming to visit me AGAIN during the 1st week of december k? it's an important @ exam week for me. and now, i'll try my best not to stop you from moving on with ur journey. there's a baby girl in my house, i can't resist both angel and demon at one time, in one house. i need to choose only one, and, very sorry to say that, i choose the angel ^^

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i dreamt of something really weird 2 days ago. there're 3 scenes.

1st scene
i saw i'm holding the hp my 3rd ex gave me in my hand (i love that hp very much, but due to not being together anymore, i'd given it back to him). in the dream, i'm still thinking. i'm thinking of y is the phone still here? aren't i returned it to him d? or i bought a new one myself? omg... it's so real! during that time, i'm considering too. i'm considering whether i want to sms him, or not? but soon, i'd decided not to, coz i knew he has a new partner d. although we're still frenz, it's not good to sms him so often.

(soon the decision is made, the scene changed... =.=)

2nd scene
i'm in my working place, chit-chatting with frenz in the dream.

we chit-chat a lot in reality. there's a fren, she's in her thirties, she has a hubby and a son but still having an affair with a young guy in his early twenties (well, that's according to my other frenz, i didn't really see it myself =.=) but, isn't that bad? i dunno who started 1st but since she's my fren, and my pa ma's fren's daughter, i feel that i should do something to make it right (how busybody i am! *swt*). i pretended that i want to know some new guys to be friend with, and ask her to introduce. she said she doesn't have guys to introduce at first. but then the next day, she asked for my pic and said there's one guy she wants to introduce to me. my other frenz and me knew which guy is that, but her reaction is still very weird in front of us.

back to the dream, i chat with her. she's very opened and told me that she wanted to be with that guy and not willing to let that guy to be frenz with me. i was angry. angry of wat? i've no idea. i went to the washroom later on. when i'm doing my tiny little business, i suddenly realized that i didn't lock the door. in my fastest speed, i locked the door, but out of nowhere, i saw a little girl's left eye peeping through a hole (it's a big and pretty eyes, how i know it's a left eye? -.- no comment). i knew there's no hole in the washroom but in my spontaneous reaction, i still shout out 'there's someone in the washroom!'. the eye dissapear, i stood up quickly but bang into a kid who's standing behind me, in that small washroom (WTH!). i yelled, and he yelled too! then he giggled (crazy kid!) he's around 5 years old, with a dark skin colour and a pair of big eyes. 1st impression, he's cute. deep down my heart, i knew he's a toyol, but wonder why, i'm not afraid of him. i treat him like other normal young kid, i kept asking how he came into the washroom. he said he's been following me from the 1st floor, the room where i work, and he's sitting on my shoulder all the time (sounds like THE SHUTTER huh? hahahahaha!). then we went out the washroom.

(the scene changed again after that...)

3rd scene
i knew i'm still there, but this time i saw that toyol playing with another lady. a tall and elegant lady, wearing a fancy dress, with curly short hair, gold in colour. in this scene, i'm just like standing beside, watching a movie. that's a cow-boy type of movie. that lady finally also realized that little kid's a toyol. then, again, out of nowhere, i heard someone talking to me, explaining to me that, that toyol won't harm me, it's harmless. that person is just standing in front of me, but dunno why, i can only hear what he says, can't see how he looks like.

(the hp alarm woke me up soon after that person explained to me...)

for the first time, i could remember the whole dream and dreamt all of it. i had this dream in the morning, after 6.30am, after my younger sister woke me up to ask me what's the time i'll be going to work. the dream end on 8.30am.

i told pa ma. ma asked me whether got asked for numbers from that toyol -.-".

i told my frenz. they said i think too much, too stress.

am i stress? well, i'm very sure that i'm not as stress as i was a few weeks ago. but, it could be, right?

sometimes, dream could be a msg to our life, isn't it?

i've found this cool website about dreams - www.globalrapidinfo.com

it says:

Ex
To dream of your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend or ex-husband/wife or that you and your ex got back together suggests that something or someone in your current life that is bringing out similar feelings you felt during the relationship with your ex. Sometimes, past lovers often highlight the positive experiences you had with that person.

Eyes
To see your own eyes in your dream signifies knowledge, understanding and intellectual awareness. To dream that something is in your eye symbolizes obstacles in your path. It may also represent your critical ways. To dream that you only have one eye indicates that you refuse to see the viewpoints of others. To dream that you have crossed eyes denotes that you are not seeing straight with regards to a situation and you may be getting your facts mixed up.

Evil
To dream that someone or something is evil denotes a repressed or forbidden aspect of yourself. This dream may also be a reflection of your strong, negative emotions like anger, hate, etc.

hmm... it's almost like what i figured. in the 1st scene, i dreamt about my 3rd ex, maybe it's telling me that i can't help everyone everytime. i can't fix everything if it's already getting into shape. my 3rd ex is one of the example, and i'm now doing the same as what i'd done during my 3rd relationship.

okay, now i know where i'm stepping into. this dream really comes in time ^.^ as a fren, as an adult, i can just hope that my fren has a mature brain to think about her own incident.

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Today is Sunday, and BB Cherlyn's here! she's one month old d! haha! Like a vampire, she sleeps during day time and damn active during night time. another siao cha bor appears in Chia family -.-' i'm now listening to the song i'd downloaded, at the same time, i'm also listening to the song she 'sings'. well, we must keep her awake during day time. so, what to do? i rather choose to listen her 'singing' now. it's always better than enjoying it in the middle of the night, right?

now, Fish Leong's <会呼吸的痛> is in the air, very sweet, very nice =) going to join a vocal lesson on december. besides being a piano teacher, am i going to be successful in being a vocal teacher? well, everything depends on how i learn during the lesson -- (^o^)V -- PEACE!!!

bye-bye laptop!

2008-10-26T17:45:00.003+08:00

today, i'm going to lend my laptop to my sister.

~who's staying in kangar
~who's very very boring till always take her bb's pic then send to all of us (hehe!)
~who's home sick at this moment
~who's going to be back to sp only on 8th of nov

OMG!!!!! she's home sick, then i'm sure i'll laptop sick soon! how many days har... (6o6)! 9 days ler..T.T but it's ok ler~ i still got books to study here ^.^

talking about my study, today i'm doing better than last few weeks. my presentation's finally approved by ah sir (of course with some of his help =P ), demo oso improved, although just a little bit, i'm still happy with it^^ everything's going fine today except the viva voce. dang! my responses were slow just now, and i also don't have enough details about music teaching. T.T still need to read more books ler...

exam is just around the corner, and i still need to work harder on it. am i going to go through this level? am i going to attend the convo once again? well, it's all on my hands. i'll do my best, well, i must do my best. but if i still fail in this exam, i'm not going to regret nor ashame of it. at least i did my best and i'd learnt many things during these 2 years (^++^) good luck to myself!

crazy monday

2008-10-20T23:12:00.022+08:00

got lotsa cherlyn's pics these days, taken by her mommy, my sista. today they're transferring bb from spg ampat to kangar T.T~ a long trip from sp =.="

before setting off, bb stay at home for about 2 hours. i postponed one of my student just to rush back to see her. i think i'm the craziest teacher in depiano house, the only one -.-

she's very strong and steady, doesn't like ppl wrapping her like a cocoon(tht's what her paternal granny told us). her maternal granny wanted to see her reaction, so she wrapped her with a cloth.

i carried her, nothing happened.

i put her down, she started to struggle... struggle till her face red, yet the cloth's still around her.

she stopped struggling. i thought she's going to 'sing' but she didn't. i thought she's going to give up but she didn't. she's resting. then she continues. (damn it! she's tough!)

okay, she succeeded finally. the cloth's loosened. when i unwrapped her, she smiled. (awww! wicked child! wakakaka!)

"must work hard~ only can win" a hokkien song, suits her.

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~bb: huu... smile oso say i'm wicked...~

~bb: give one smile, everything will be alright~

~bb: psst...u...ya...u....wat r u looking at?? omg, it's coming...coming...!~

~bb: ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~

~bb: i'm ultra bb! don't u dare come near me!!!! shooo~ go away!~

~bb: stop it! stop it!! don't say any word!!! i dun wan to listen!!!!!plzzzzzz!!~

~bb: the best daddy in the world!~

~bb: uhmmm...mommy...very comfortable lor...~

speechless, let bb says everything

2008-10-17T22:21:00.024+08:00

i'd stopped writing since 10th of oct... 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17... today's 17th of oct. it's the 8th day since my bb niece joined our family ^.^ she was taken out from my elder sister's tummy on 10th of oct. Went to visit her on Friday(10/10), Sunday(12/10), Tuesday(14/10), and even thursday(16/10).

~bb: Yhello! i'm the bb whom my 2nd aunt mentioned earlier on! i just came out from somewhere very dark...~

~bb: y are they wrapping me like this? so tight! i want to move! i want my freedom back! in that dark place i can turn here turn there...why now i can't?!~

~bb: i'm a girl?! really?! UNBELIEVABLE!!! aiyo, nurse ah! that day u kacau me and forced me to open my eyes just want to take this pic? tell me earlier ma! i'll give you a nicer pose to capture!~

~bb: i heard my mommy they all said i can go home today. yeay! but, what is 'home' har?!~

~bb: my daddy mommy! they'd decided to name me as Cherlyn! yeee~eehhh~ i'm now at home, i have a name^^ not really sure what are they, but i'm happy to have them =)~

~bb: now, let me introduce my noisy maternal family. they're really noisy lar! always ask me to open my eyes!~

1st, my grandpa ah kong.

2nd, granny ah ma

3rd, buaya er yi

4th, suahu san yi

~bb: i heard that i have 2 ah ku le! where are they har?! they don't want to hug me meh????~

simple life

2008-10-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

-'Goldfish lose their color if they are kept in a dim light or are placed in a body of running water, such as a stream. They remain gold when kept in a pond or in a bowl with adequate illumination.'-

6o6? is that true? goldfish will lose their skin color if not taken care properly? so cute! should do some experiments then^^

watched 'drumline' this afternoon. fu-yoh! the rhythm, is so... erm... it lightened me up, really! the actors and actresses're so cool!!!!! watched a few times d, but it never failed lightening up my day =)

started to work since yesterday, today's the 2nd day, tomorrow's the 3rd day and i'll be working the whole day -.- rather scary coz i'm afraid that i'll feel sleepy in the afternoon. that'll make me suffer half of the day -.-' hopefully everything goes smoothly tomorrow.

Late at night

2008-10-08T01:51:00.038+08:00

today's the 9th day of 'nine king coconut' festival (well, Li Ting corrected me from calling this festival as 'nine king granpa' ^^). it's the last day of this festival.

i took quite a lot of pictures.

while waiting for the parade of sending the god and goddess back to heaven to start, these were the things i did in my car:

1) took pictures with Sheau Chin

2) Self-capture (just had a little hair cut in the evening)

alright! alright! going to vomit after seeing all these? let's change the view to~~~~~~~~~

the PARADE!!!!!!!!!

~wah! tht 'mata' damn chio!~

~'guanyinma' is coming~

~'she' is 'on' a guy~

~'accidentally' saw this cool bike~

~it looks like the bike in 'baja hitam' movie ler~

~'accidentally' met Li Ting and Yu Fang^^~

~after the parade~

~KFC!!!~

Good night! ^.^

Unforgettable Friday

2008-10-06T23:28:00.011+08:00

today's monday, 2 more days before i start to work again.

thought i'll be wasting my time again on TV programmes-.- but luckilly i did something - cleaning up my house in the evening, writing blog at night :) watching a horror movie actually while writing this blog. it's about a girl who's trapped in somewhere dark, planned by her sis and friends. they thought this is funny but that poor girl's scared to death and killed all of them.

-the end-

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having quite a lot of fun during the 'penang 1 day trip' with my old pals on Friday.

we had breakfast in UTC, sp before setting off. Shin Yen, Shieh Yee and I had a great experience 'sona-ing' in my car while waiting for Sheau Chin to interview her new job. we went to gurney to have lunch, and kept on with our plan, to sing in redbox. unfortunately, everyone's free during holiday, the rooms were all booked. we're in awaiting list then... -.- okay, in the end, we're still on with our plan, not in penang, but in pacific in butterworth. it's a happy ending after all ^.^

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saturday's the day i'm rather afraid of these few months, because sunday's just behind it. i need to prepare my assignments ready for my tomorrow's lessons. so, there's nothing really special happened on that day. it's a 'peaceful' but 'scary' day for me.... -.-'

nite nite~

Sweet Sunday

2008-10-05T23:18:00.004+08:00

噢美国！(omg!) accidentally typed in chinese just now and guess what? it came out nicely with these '噢美国' . funny, hehe!

just woke up a few hours ago -.-

from 11 am onwards i went to prai to have my pedagogy lessons(3 lessons overall); pg just to fetch my mum and sis back from prangin -.-'; dropped by at raja uda to have our early dinner; back home and slept for an hour -.-" (having a rather bad headache when i reached home just now, that's y my plan to sleep for only half an hour's totally ruined...T.T)

now we're ended up in starbucks again, mum joined us this time coz she's afraid of staying at home alone! ^.^ we had apple and orange juice only coz we're going to have vege food for the last 3 days of 'nine king grandpa' festival.

alright, guess i'll have to stop here tonight as my sis's 'anxious' to go to washroom now.

-to be continue-

read it or else...

2008-10-02T20:29:00.010+08:00

UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!! i took out my 'precious' book to read today! it's really...UN-UN-UNBELIEVABLE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ during young times i'm not as hardworking as now ler -.-

i'm still 'hugging' my book now. there're 3 chapters which i need to go through, but that's too many for me coz there're many many many many many many many many many many many small topics in each chapter ~T.T~ but i'm really glad that i'd read 5 topics of the 1st chapter today! wakaka! it's a good achievement for me, OF COZ!!!! ^.^

okay okay! let me recap everything i read just now.

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1) What makes great teachers?

- they're caring;

- they're fair;

- they're humour;

- they're communicative;

- they had time for students;

- they respected students as a person;

- they showed personal discipline;

- they enjoyed their work;

- they demontrated persistence;

- they showed tremendous dedication.

( Well... wana be a great teacher isn't an easy work though -.- )

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2) How to teach well?

- set goals ler of coz... and the goals must be:

a) realistic

b) specific

c) match our values

d) measurable

- always:

a) visualize the goals in detail

b) read and review the goals daily

( Good planting means good harvest. Good habits develop good results.)

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3) What to teach via music?

- facts of life:

a) the value of competition is self-improvement

- we compete to gain and grow in our own skills. if we set 'winning' as the goal, once we've won, we'll no longer need to learn anymore.

b) failure doesn't mean incompetence

- the way to become more proficient at anything is to be willing to fail and continue to work on improvement.

c) inter-communication is a must

- we survive based on our ability to work with others in our personal and professional lives.

d) music is emotion

- music offers a chance to let go and express the rainbow of emotions we all feel, and through this

experience expand our own realm of emotional expression. inner peace comes from knowing

oneself.

d) music is now

- all we really have is the moment.

( Music is an extension of oneself beyond what has to be and into a realm of what can be... deep

huh? -.-)

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4) A matter of Excellence

- as a teacher, we must be active in our expectation for our students and in our approach to

each and every day in our teaching profession.

- excellence comes from the individual and is generated through an all-out effort to do one's

best.

- excellence is a process we go through each and every day.

- excellence is a reflection of our expression of life.

( 6,6??? )

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5) Exploring the Seven C's to be an excellent teacher

- Competence: not a point of arrival, but an ongoing process.

- Commitment: what needs to be done, when it need to be done, whether we want to do it or

not.

- Communication: skillful communication is the lifeblood of any successful organization.

- Comfidence: is that inner sense of knowing what to do, when to do it, what deserves

attention and what does not, a non-emotional problem-solving logic which

benefits everyone.

- Consideration: judicious application is the key.

- Concentration: it's naive to think that one's projected plan for the day will be fulfilled

without some interruptions or delays. always cognizant of the present

situation and ready to adjust at all times.

- Cooperation: a genuine caring and sharing is always the dominant theme wrapped in an

open-door policy of willingness to help upon request.

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tu-dia..~ wonder what kind of Q'll be asked by the examiner then... *swt*

kinda like this book. not only because of its good writer - Tim Lautzenheiser, but also because of its BIG wording, hehe!

~ BIG huh?! ~

it really caught my interest to finish reading it ^.^

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dang! i was wrong about the weather. there's no rain today. the sun is on shift but it seems like it's 'eating snake' behind the clouds. it's a cloudy day today, no rain, no sun, tu-tu-hoe~

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went for a seminar yesterday in pg. the presenter has great hands! he's good in playing. every exam pieces he presented sound so nice. wooooo woooooooo~ how i wish his hands would be mine! hahahahahaha!

~this is Mr. Loo Bang Hean - the presenter~

~teachers from DePiano House...ermm...

3 teachers are missing actually:

Mr.Cheah's standing beside, Miss Leow's busy copying the notes, Miss Low's taking the camera~

almost forgot about this seminar, luckily Mr. Cheah reminded me by sms-ing. the sms was rather useless coz i woke up late! we set off 45 mins late than the usual time we planned -.- but we're still the 1st team to arrive the hall among the DePiano House's teachers! hehe!

looks like i didn't change much heh?! i'm still a 'Late Queen'! no one dares to admit no.1 if i say i'm no.2! kekekekekeke!

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it's damn cold here ler.... we're here again at starbucks! zhi li and me. this time we're sitting inside coz dun wan to be a 2nd smoker, but i chose a wrong place to sit - under the air-condition -.- gotta quit here.

the sense idol

2008-09-30T20:56:00.003+08:00

looks like we're coming at the right time ^.^ the sense is holding 'the sense idol' tonight. zhi li n i are out together again to online. we just finished having our yoga lesson.

hmm...we've been sitting here for about one hour, but the competition still not yet started -.-'

okok! stop discussing about them. i've missed to write my blog, AGAIN!!!! tht's really bad. don't know if i can keep up with my consistency of writing blogs every day, or not. i hope that i can take this seriously. it's really a good way to release my stress for the day.

starting from yesterday, the rain keeps pouring down from the sky. it's the 1st day of 'nine king grandpa'. i believe that it'll rain for 9 days full. for somehow, i'm really glad that i have a car. thanks a lot to the ppl who invented cars. thanks to the ppl who invented steel. thanks to the ppl who invented auto gear. thanks to ... suddenly feel so grateful to so many ppl, coz if not because of them, i'll be wet everytime i go to work these days.

today's the 1st day of my holiday. i slept for almost 11 hours. WOAH!!!! when i woke up at 12pm, felt very very very dizzy -.-' then slept again for another 45 minutes after doing house work in the afternoon at 3pm. hmmm... aren't i sound like a kind of animal???? but the difference between us is - it sleeps, eats, sleeps; i work, sleep, work. ngiek ngiek ngiek ngiek ngiek!!!

only 27 minutes remaining. the competition's already started and it's the 4th competitor on the stage right now. the theme for today's competition is according to how the competitors change the song from the usual way it should be sung. uhmm... sounds like everyone is just changing the tune into a jazzy way to sing. it's sad to say that, that's nothing really special in it but luckily it's still very comfortable for us, audience, to listen to.

guess that i should stop here now. my laptop is going to out of power after 22 minutes from now on. hope tomorrow's another sweet day for me ^.^

tiny little incidents around me

2008-09-28T21:29:00.004+08:00

zhi li's sitting in front of me, facing the screen. and me? also facing the screen. quite many ppl around us right now...malay...chinese...indian... where are we? we're actually onlining at starbucks...

i dun think i can write my blog if i didn't plan to come out today. nen said it's been 2 days we can't online at home. damn line! feel better sitting here, eating choc cake and drinking my caramel cream with extra whipped cream ( OMG! FAT! XP ) err... dun care so much ler... fat then fat lar~ ngiek ngiek!

i'm going to have my holiday soon. need to work for only one more day, then i'm free for my one week holiday^^ SYOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but my exam is just around the corner... WA-LAO-EH!! hate this kind of feeling! i'm just like a fat bird in a big cage now, got space for me to go around but my 'fat' stop me from moving -.-'

i must use my free time to study, to practice my presentation, to improve my english in building up a proper sentence with the points i know.

from now on, my ah sir is going to torture my frenz n me *sob* this afternoon he just gave us many useful thick thick books about music teaching and 'forced' us to read, and he's going to set questions next sunday. besides that, he asked us to do quite many researches too.... ah ma ahhhhhhh~ please popi popi me and my frenz! T.T

*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*next*

10.57pm now. it's so smelly here ler.... some guys're smoking $%^&*$%^#$^%*&%^&

i missed again my friday and saturday's blog... well... wat did i do yesterday? hmm... woke up, worked, took my lunch, worked again, took my dinner, then worked again... nothing really special happened yesterday. but it's an enjoyable saturday though ^.^

then how about friday? hmm... wat i remember is, i helped han yoong to take care a little spoilt brat after my work. that boy's cute, but spoilt. he's handsome, but spoilt. wat a waste! he really needs lotsa love n teaching as he's just five years old. there're still many opportunities to pull him back from being a spoilt brat... hopefully!

it's 11.16pm now. going home soon. it's rather late now but there're still quite a lot of ppl here. oh well, raya's coming soon. many gatherings. k, till here then. nightz~

peaceful night

2008-09-25T22:36:00.004+08:00

hmm... planning to write my blog in such an early time? well, it's my 1st time actually.

for days, i can only sleep around 2am @ 3am, then wake up at about 7am =.= very abnormal life ler... and i look older and older coz of not having enough sleep *sob*

HMMPH!!! today i must sleep early ler! i'll sleep at 12am! HMMMMPHH!!!

today, nothing much to write actually. everything's fine. especially night time, whole family watching TV together, trying to discuss what to do or where to go during Raya holiday, but nothing came out in the end... =.="

OMG! it's 11.40pm now. should stop here then. hmmm... in the previous blog: 'cried without tears dropping down my cheeks'???!!! sounds weird... or should this sentence be written as 'cried without tears rolling down my cheeks..'? oh well... still working hard in improving my english... so bad...

kkkkkk! should go to sleep now. nite nite.

in the middle of the night

2008-09-25T02:08:00.007+08:00

it's very late now...but i'm still awake =.=...

Mr. H asked me out juz now. he talked quite a lot, about his life, his job.

i never knew that there'll be so much tragedy in one person's life. this is the 1st time i met this kind of person. if his story's true, i feel v sorry to him... well, good luck to him in everything then~

i'm late again, to write my yesterday's blog...

23/9 Tuesday

it's been a busy day for me:

9.45 am-10.45 am: went for yoga lesson soon after i woke up.

11 am-2.15 pm: wrote my '4 days blog'.

2.30 pm-4 pm: went out to give lesson.

4.15 pm-6.15 pm: clean up my house.

6.30 pm-12 am: went to watch movie 'Money No Enough 2' with friends at prai.

v glad coz i didn't missed my usual plan - cleaning up my house on tuesday ^^

heard some rumours about that movie's not interesting. uh-well, my own opinion, it's quite funny for some parts and it touched my heart on how they treat their mother, Lai Meng. i cried, without tears dropping down my cheeks. i was thinking, will i treat my parents like how they treat? oh no. i love my parents. i promise i'll take care of them when they're old. i've succeeded arranging my time for my family, my friends, my job, and my studies. i admit that i'm a lazy person, i don't do any house work except tuesday as that day's my off day. but i hope that my tiny little help could help my mum to reduce her work a little, to help my dad to save some money on hiring a house maid. they're working too hard although they're in their 50's =.=

saw this while i'm on the way to yoga lesson

~KAWAIIIII!!!!!~

hope to get one for my new house ^++^

my '4 days' blog

2008-09-23T11:09:00.016+08:00

1st of all, i would like to shout out:

'STREAMYX!!!! U SUX!!!!!!!!!!'

okay. let's see...how many days i've missed for my blog...4 days??? wat a number...

alright, i'll start with last thursday(18/9) *playback*playback*playback*playback*playback*playback*

18/9 Thursday

today's the day before Joo Hoi's birthday. it's been a busy day for my friends and myself, to give her a birthday surprise...

here're all the presents we prepared

~Look nice?~

and what would they be after being unwrapped?

~red pens and mentos~

now, let's see my friend's facial expression...

~she laughed till her tears out!~

well, she never thought that, coz of one word, we all gave her red pens as presents. but, this is just the start...

19/9 Friday

today's her birthday, here're 2 videos of her birthday celebration

~a cruel surprise again~

~a sweet surprise~

didn't finished taping it, hehe! she's slow in opening this present coz of me, i insist that she must keep the wrapper.

~a gift which is given by 13 friends, written by miss LI WEI! hahahahaha!~

that's the reason i asked her to keep this wrapper! ngiek ngiek!

besides that, we also gave her a birthday 'supper' treat at Hotmas during thursday night. although it's damn hot and humid over there, it's still a memorable night for us =) we aren't that bad, huh? ^.^

20/9 Saturday

i was bitten by an ant in the evening =.= it bit my backside!!! evil ant... now, let's see how it looks like

~*cheng*cheng* here it is! the evil big head ant...=.=~

my backside's itchy for days! you evil ant! i'll put u into jail! i'll make u suffer! i'll wipe off all ur road trails! buahahahahaha! now who's more evil? dare to bite me again?!

21/9 Sunday

i cried in front of my ah sir today. i bla eveything to him, list out all the problems i faced..

thanks to him, i feel so relief now~ i feel like everything's out from my body, no more heavy responsibilities on my shoulder ^.^

after lessons, my friends and i went to juru to celebrate sheau chin's birthday.

~her cake from secret recipe: new york cheese cake!!!~

~so nice! so delicious! i love cake!!!!!~

~birthday girl... she is as sweet as the cake ^^~

it's a nice celebration at Hong Kie Kopitiam. there're 10% discount if we go there to celebrate our birthday. and the waiters and waitresses are friendly too! we asked them to help us to take some pictures. there're 3 of them who helped us =) so we treat them cakes ^^

1st picture was taken by a malay waitress

~eeek! shieh yee! y u hid yourself behind my head?!~

2nd picture was taken by a chinese waiter

~okay! all look very clear~

the 3rd waiter is a Thai. he's the one who helped us to get lighter and took our order.

last but not least, i like the seafood mee udon from that Kopitiam!!! mee udon!!! wait for me!!! i'm coming for you again the next time!!!!

a bad day???

2008-09-18T02:33:00.000+08:00

jz finished watching 'Golden String' last week, and was attracted to 'Ave Maria' composed by Schubert.

i was thinking of buying Schubert's CD collection, but today, juz a few minutes ago, i found it in Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia, when i was studying Czerny's biography... (woooohooooo~~ i'm really doing my homework~~ ngiek ngiek!)

and here's the problem, i can't put this song into my WMP. i'd followed every instructions, but it's still the same =.=' i'm such a noob! T.T~

oh well, tht's nothing to me anyway. the worst part of my today's life is *ten ten ten ten* MY WORK!!

there're many kinds of student, this is the kind which can cause my head nearly explode *pi-po-pi-po-pi-po-pi-po*

- she is not bad in playing piano
- she is lazy to practice at home
- she is afraid of taking exams
(aiya, almost all my students also have these characteristics! including me too =P)
here're the most hatred parts:
- she is a 'follower', ask him a simple Q he/she also can think till holand =.=
- her parents want to give freedom to him, put all responsibilities unto the teacher, not giving
any coorperation at home, always know how to ask 'u think my daughter/son can do it or
not?'or always waiting for me to complain about their children

elooo? if wan to see result, at least put some pressure to ur children laaaaaaaaaa!!!! @#%$%^&%^&@#$%^ not sitting for the exam nevermind, i wan to kam-sia u tim! but, at least ask them to practice at home for some time, sit down n listen, praise them if they're playing good PURRRRRLIZZZZZZ!!!!

i see them only once a week, only 45 minutes le! giving ur precious child nice @ fun @ interesting pieces to play, n they didn't practice at home, u use ur brain to think think, ermm... use butt to think also know they can't get any good improvement la! if wan to give them tht so-called 'FREEDOM', but still wan to see good result, y dun u let ur children to stay with me?! keep on with ur 'good parent' image, and let me be the bad person who always putting an eye on them to practice piano everyday, use all kinds of method to cultivate their interest in music! good idea?!

WA-LAO-EHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

hmmmph! hmmph! hmmph!

the conclusion of this blog:

I dunno how to teach this type of student ler T.T ~ i'm such a tai-B teacher! keep on being patience? or let tht student go? if let her go, i need to say 'bye bye' to my salary neh...=.= it's decreasing this month.. but if not, what else can i do? let her play games every week? hmmm... no idea. 'see one step walk one step' la~

good night!

homework! homework!

2008-09-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

just finished reading Kuhlau's biography.

hmm...finally i've made up my mind to study =.= i'm such a lazy bum!

for almost one month my teacher gave me "holidays" but i dunno how to use the time to study! OH-MY-GOD!!!!!! the exam is coming soon, around november @ december, and i'm still "empty-minded" ... omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg...=.=

my ah sir gave me some homework to do this week: search for the biography of Mr. Kuhlau and Mr. Czerny; prepare a better presentation for the Gd. 5 piece, and study the books i bought to gain more knowledge on music teaching.

it's been 2 days after my lesson, and now only i start to work on them... =.=

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WHHHHYYYYYYYYY????!!!!!!

why i chose to work and study at first??!!

why i still need to do those irritating paper works even in music diplomas?
(already sent to england but please allow me to do some shout-outs here..)

why the time passes so fast?

why am i still a piano teacher??? i dun have other choice already meeehhh?????

WHHHHYYYYYYYYY????!!!!!

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okey, feel better now. i will work hard on my studies from now on. i'll force myself to do my second homework tomorrow: search for Czerny's biography.

I love my job.

I love my studies.

I love myself.

Good Luck On Everything.

no idea for the title...

2008-09-16T01:06:00.001+08:00

it's monday today, but yesterday i thought today is tuesday == buu-duuhh!!!

i was so happy when thinking about tuesday, but suddenly my sis reminded me, her words pulled my mood back...

ok, talking about today, hmm... i got a new friend to sms suddenly. he's Mr. H.

it's Mr. E who passed my phone number to Mr. H....

@#$@#%$^#$%^!@#$#@$%^#$^!!!

he didn't ask for my permission at all!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

DARN!!! it's been a long time i didn't received this kind of sms, one year i guess. suddenly i felt so blank, so old, dunno how to reply ==" but luckily Mr. H has quite many topics to chat about, he made my hp busy ringing the whole afternoon till night. not a bad sms friend though ^.^

i'm happy HAPPY happy HAPPY happy now~ because, i'm very sure that:

TOMORROW IS TUESDAY!!!

ngieeeeek ngiek ngiek ngiek ngiek!!

Mid-Autumn Festival

2008-09-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

it's only 8.30pm now, and i'm sitting in front of my notebook, writing blogs ==

very tired.

went to work from 9am; study at seberang jaya at 12pm; back to sp to work again at 4.15pm; 6pm -end-

really very tired.

glad to stay and rest at home actually ^+++^

tomorrow no work... yay! tuesday, i love u! muak~

HAPPY MOON CAKE FESTIVAL~!!!!!!!!!!

The day before Mid-Autumn Festival

2008-09-14T18:32:00.001+08:00

this is about yesterday...

yesterday morning, i saw many corpses

this was my breakfast - "dau3 sa3 pao1". see anything? let me focus nearer

see it now? ant's corpses. yum yum! protein! ngiek ngiek ngiek!

i think they're thinking of commit suicide, as their corpses didn't reach the "dau3 sa1" , as though they're "purposely" staying there to wait this "pao1" to get heat ==

so, how i ate it? hmm...i love "dau3 sa1" lotz~ it's a waste if threw it away immediately.

this is the way i ate:

1. took a spoon

2. dug out the "dau3 sa1" from the "pao1"

3. checked through to confirm there're no corpses

4. opened my mouth

5. ate it

after taking these steps, i threw the "ant's coffin" away.

luckily i got another spare "healthy pao1" there. if not, i guess my best fren - gastric will visit me again ==

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we're the "stripe gang" of the day~

from the left: teacher, mr. pai sei lang(tht's wat he called himself), miss wong

oww..aren't mr. pai sei lang and miss wong cute?? ^-^" they're my 2nd class on saturday.

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during night time, Mr. E invited me to have dinner with him.

our dinner at Secret Recipe:

1) Chicken Cordon Blue

2) New York Cheese Cake

3) Chicken Kebab

4) Ice Choc with whipped cream

5) Apple juice

6) 2 free ice-creams

"not expensive" he said. it's only RM 60++

thx for the dinner Mr. E.

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joined my family at pizza-hut soon after the dinner. no electricity at home ==

~younger sis's holding the camera~

~@~ : "am i fat?" ngiek ngiek!

she's my elder sis, going to give birth to a baby girl soon^^

A.N.T.I.C.I.P.A.T.I.N.G ...

tired, shocked, sad...

2008-09-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

Time: 12.51am

tired...

I worked for 10 hours today, from 9am-10pm. Felt very sleepy in the afternoon, got used with my afternoon nap d == suffering like hell jz now, for not having a time to even rest my eyes... Friday, this year, i dislike u

shocked...

My munimoomoooo hp hanger, which my younger sis bought for me from malacca, fell off accidentally when my youngest bro helped me to answer my phone while i was driving. I'd lost the bell in the car... I was shocked, as i love this hp hanger very much ==

~munimoomoooo..i want u back!! T.T~

sad...

I received a call from my friend just now. Tomorrow's steambot party, cancelled. Feel sad, coz this year going to celebrate mid-autumn festival alone. Last year 2007, celebrated with friends in juru; a year before last year, celebrated with my ex; 2 years before last year, celebrated with my younger sis n her friends, got a free lantern some more; this year, all alone...~ T.T

~2007 tanglung festival~

today, i am very

-cloudy-

>white clouds during day time
>dark clouds during night time

nite nite =.=ZzZ

why i create my own stupid blog? -.-

2008-09-12T01:45:00.000+08:00

juz read through my bro n sis's blog, what the...
they are so:

-good-
-funny-
-dare to express their feeling-
-fluent in english-

~my younger bro n sis~

why i create my own stupid blog? very simple.
it is just for:

-fun-

nothing else.

i am always:

-simple minded-
-moody-

and today, i feel:

-sunny-